Apologizing to everyone I hurt last year may not change anything, but it sure lifts a little bit of the burden off of my shoulders. I am still not over all of the people I pushed away, hurt, or was just an all around bitch to. I look back on all the decisions I’ve made and I regret every single one. I may not be able to change that, and I may not be able to get any of those people or relationships back. But the least I can do is apologize and try. End rant.